hatred and malice and mistakes and failure and exhaustion and existance and soul and beauty and death and grief and love and sex and blood and war and dreams and hope and joy and greed and pain and pleasure and nothing and down and bad and ugly and wish and guilt and history and pitiful and sins and unwavering and pity and mercy and innocence and beloved and after and photosynthesis and music and life and enjoyment and perseverance and determination and peace and nirvana